All the loneliness birds had become one big loneliness bird on a big stone nest, and I could feel the heaviness of the stone egg as it hatched inside me. (8.18) Bryce Courtney/Power of One

I'm struggling with the being caught in the middle of this political madness on this island. I'm struggling with a loss of purpose. And I'm feeling rather disconnected. Just not cut out to be a stay at home mum. It's very isolating.

Still painting, and I applied to study Fine Art. We will see if I got in. They have online forums. Maybe that will help.